Hello! I am here, my boys are growing like weeds and constantly hungry, I am still open to learning and understanding how to enjoy all the hats I wear in a day.
I was looking at my camera the other day and realized I haven’t taken a picture of practically anything in about a month. Wow.
Seriously, what is up with that? I usually take many photographs in a day, there is so much going on around me and so much I enjoy, I always want to photograph it. Well, I guess my creative, exploring and capturing the world around me hat is taking a rest, lost for now under a pile of other heavier hats.
I can understand why, we are selling our home, buying a new one, and if anyone is in the process or has recently done this (its like childbirth the discomfort fades with time) you get it. My brain is fully consumed with figures, deadlines, what if’s.., I am jumping through hoops one minute and celebrating us being one step closer to our new home the next. In all, the process has been okay. But, it has definitely stifled my creative spirit and thrown a thin yet noticeable cloud of anxiety over me.
Once all the figures get sorted out, the banks stop requesting more personal information, we start packing (nope haven’t started yet),moving and then unloading all those carefully packed boxes, I know this is all going to turn out beautifully. But, I am still in the middle of it, checking my e-mail on the hour, making phone calls, dreaming of paint colors and wanting my boys rooms especially, to feel like home when we move in so, in my mind, this transition will be easier on them.
So, yes, I have a lot on my mind and I hope my creative hat finds its way out of the pile soon! I love how it feels to wear it.